Some people really seem to want to have a spiritual vision at some point in their lives. Either to confirm their faith, or just because it sounds like it would be something really interesting to experience. But I'd rather not experience such a vision myself. In Biblical literature, God never has a vision for somebody unless he also has a special mission for that person. Usually a difficult one. That alone kind of puts a damper on my desire for any kind of spiritual vision. I think I'm fine without one. Especially since I quite enjoy that blurry line between fantasy and reality. I wouldn't be a pro-wrestling fan if I didn't, or a fan of imaginary numbers and the interesting properties of holomorphic functions.
Perhaps an unconfirmed faith is sometimes best. It's not like we'll be able to confirm everything we wish for in our lifetime anyway. I'm in my mid-forties and I know for sure there are a lot of things I will never know before I pass away.
